I love late night like this. And I love to online msn at this time because nighties are cool ^^ Fun to talk to. I shall just do some random spamming of thoughts now. Since I am so very much awake now. I'm someone who finds it really hard to express my feelings but I must say that I'm working hard on it now /grins. People who are close to me should find it pretty hard to keep up with me? I am a person who thinks alot more than you think I do and someone who really hates hurting people's feeling. I don't like to get too attached to people. I tend to start pushing people away when I realised that they have gotten too close. Because they will be capable of hurting you in the future. It's not a good mindset to have, I know. I will learn to be better okay~. Still, there are some that I hold really close to my heart and I love them. They probably don't know, because I don't say it out loud. It's bad. I'll end it here then. Don't be surprised if you can't find this post a few days later, I may be too embarrassed by this and delet it away. Yes I'm weird like that ^^